Had some random thoughts riding the train home tonight. Wondered whether I will one day live the life I’ve always dreamed of having. Wishing sometimes the unncessary people would leave my mind and space. I don’t have time or energy for things and people to bother me anymore. I’m tired of it, seriously. It’s just so excessive. I want to think about me and my happiness, which I’ve failed to take into consideration time and time again in the past which led to more suffering.
Natsu-nee I'm one of your biggest fans and I really hate it when I see you on twitter or here on tumblr not feeling so well or happy. I can't say I'll make you happy or anything but maybe I can lift your spirits somehow like how you lift mine on your stream or your videos. If you ever need anyone to talk to I'm always here to listen, panda leader. I'm sure I've made that promise before but yeah I just wanna make sure you're happy! Sorry for the giant paragraph don't get mad ._. Much love, Solar
<3 thank youuuu